Consumed by chaos

I know not a lot of people read this and well it will be lost in a sea of other posts, but I feel utterly depressed I’m so very uncertain about the future with the moving out situation and I’m worried about by girlfriend even though she doesn’t want me to, right now she is literally one of the best things in my life. I know on one really knows the future and I am trying to find comfort in the fact people of less means mentally, financially, and with less common sense than I make it on their own, yet I’m afraid of the past for silly reason aleven though I should not be in this matter of love

Soon people it will be back to business as usual here on my blog, I will have internet and a new headset by the end of the week as well as having mass effect 3 as of today

ashie-moomoo:

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So today I bought a windows phone from someone on Craigslist and he still hasn’t deactivated the phone after giving it to me at noon, praying to God in the good of humanity and he has been busy and I wasn’t screwed, in other news if it isn’t deactivated by about noon tomorrow I will be contacting the police to cover my ass if he reports it stolen.

I’m sorry guys like me aren’t great looking or come from rough situations and are basically damaged goods. We get thrown away like garbage when you find out we dont trust easily or have some self esteem issues, but we are the only guys who are romantic, sweet and caring. Yet when you leave us you reinforce our trust issues and fears of being hurt. I realize there are guys that do this as well and it sucks for anyone. Hopefully someone reblogs this and it can make someone know they aren’t alone and there are many more of us feeling the same way.

minnesotabetsyville:

allovertheshouting:

Bring it bitches.

I concur.

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